つれづれなるままに

ORIGINAL CREDITS:

✦ Music: Jin/Shinzen no teki P

✦ Vocal: Hastune Miku

✦ Movie: Shidu

✦ Original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4Qqu16ffVk

COVER CREDITS:

✦ Vocals/Mix/Lyrics/Subs: Juby

✦ Translation Ref: Forgetful Subs

-------LYRICS————

Oh mirror mirror on the wall

You say good morning after all

I still look awful, but it’s really nothing new

My hair a mess, my mouth a frown

The way I walk and move around

I’m really tired of it all and hate

How it’s my fate to lose

Holding onto thoughts I can’t convey

Yet have so much that I want to say

But when I’d try to, nothing ever came to be

Today I’m looking at the ground

Again, I lose the words I found

“So now, can’t even greet us?” they would sigh

“The poor thing” In my garden, there lives a pretty dogwood tree

Looking on, I could feel envy envelope me

What a terrible child compared to blooming trees

Now I know I’m no good at all, I wanna fade

Fade from the world I saw

Because the world is full of riddles and mysteries

Wishing for “normal” is like chasing a pipe dream

Choking on every word, I can’t reply

It’s really dumb, I breathe and start to cry

Tripping and falling every time, so clearly

I’m getting tired of the world around me

An early bud is growing weak and falls

Without a word, she still couldn’t find them at all

With a face afraid but too awkward and sad

Ran away again, very bad, very bad

I’m ashamed to say that I can’t say a thing

Oh man, I hate being me

They spoke with roses on their tongue

Could laugh along with everyone

Exchanging words like flowers in the bloom of may

Oh mirror mirror chiding me

“I can’t be them” my head agrees

“There’s just no hope and I’m sorry for the way”

“I can’t change”

There’s a world all around painted so perfectly

Looking on, I could feel envy envelope me

I don’t wanna be here, I’m in the way I think

“What should I do?” I wanna be done

Done with myself, all I can do is run

And I could feel it as it burst within me

See how I’m full of only hurting and ugly

Nobody look at me, nobody will know

I’ll sit inside my room and cry alone

“No need to run away or change, it’s alright”

I hear a voice that came and knocked at my mind

I’d never thought I’d hear the magical words

I’m at a loss, ‘cause what do I say in return?

Now to form the words, go and don’t be afraid

What you felt inside, “Try to say” “Try to say”

But instead, what came was a cry very deep

Oh man, how dumb can I be?

Reaching the end, that’s when “tomorrow” came

And the world that I found was painted brighter days

Growing up and in time, I’m sure that you 'll find

That I’m changing every day

But carry on all of the love and that will never change

Because the world is full of riddles and mysteries

Never forgetting is like chasing a haze dream

Because we wanna tell this story again

I’ll shout the words to reach them at the end

Someday I wanna find somebody to break through

I wanna smile with them all of the time too

If I can carry on with that in my mind

Maybe then I can find out my reason in life

Patting down her bedhead, she took it all in

Moving on ahead, guess it grew in the end

A flower bloomed inside of the mirror and she

Finally replied “good morning” to me